heya dear reader….

I was away for 2-3 weeks as you can see, but I have valid reasons.

1. I have to renovate a farm that screams for attention
2. my wife is trying to get to know me better, so we spend some more time together
3. I have hardly any energy left after a day of hard work in the open air to open my systems

OK, deal with it, I am a busy guy. I run a farm with animals and 8000M2 of ecologial garden. Since I bought the farm, there was still life on it, but the owners did not worked on it anymore. In the last 3 weeks I was a busy little bugger demanding YES for an answer and tollerated no delays or excusses.

The renovation of the farm contains the following fases

1. I an renewing and pumping up now my own water, and are able to feed the farm with cold and warm streaming water. I can deliver around 30 Liters per minute thanks to my pumps and water pipe system.
2. Bathroom Kitchen Renovation. These 2 are in the same part of the Back house of the farm. They deserve a complete renovation. A new floor has to be made. A new kitchen interior. 2 weeks of work, starts on 1 October. The bathroom will be done in the same time, the bathroom will have also a separated toilet corner. The kitchen will be 40 M2 and the bathroom and toilet 30 M2
3. The hall way from back house to Front house will be painted and renovated with new lights and floor.
4. The electrical wire mission has been done today. Since last week a electrical installation service team was here to take all the power cables out and away. All the wires are replaced with new wires and EU certified isolation pipes to secure the house 100%. around 1500 meters of cable is used to replace 800 meters off old and damaged wires. A third wire is added to secure the whole electricity network from a fatal power blow. All the plugs are renewed and dimmers are added.
5. The front house of the farm is fine, solid and nothing wrong with. It actually needs no renovation at all. But my wife wants a nice life, so we need to make a living room, a Work room for me, and a Bed Room. We have 3 large rooms in the front house. The rooms are wide and open. I have a free feeling of breathing when entering the Front House.

So .. for the next months I have still plenty of work to do.

I also have 8000M2 of garden to maintain and keep fresh. So for this I have my workers. But today I was not in the mood to see them. I harvested the corn today, I started at 1 O clock and was done at 10 O clock. I toke  by hand, and cut them with a corn knife ( those you see in ” the children of the corn ” ) I cut my fingers a few time, and I was pretty pissed of today, and used this energy to take a small 50 Kilos of corn total. I am tomorrow busy with cleaning the corn and packing it up for the winter, the corn looks to bad, so it will be food for the pig extra, it is a small bag also, kind of disappointing considering the fact that corn toke a lot of space of my garden, and was not really productive for me. I am going tomorrow for sure back in the garden to clean the mess I left behind and plow the ground and find me a better product for that space.

So, When my work office in the front house will be ready in october, I will be more online. For now I will have to find that creative moment when I am done with work, and sometimes i fall asleep at the dinner table and my wife drags me to bed..

Outdoors life in this wildernis here is more then a dream. it is a fucking adventure every day again. Everything can happen, and yet, all those moments I am aware of who I am, i feel happiness cause of beeing so close to nature. This is also for the first time in 33 years I experience some sort of a HOME feeling. What my parents we`re not able to give me, i can now give myself and perhaps to my future kids.

I do think back offten to those years I was a kid, and not aware of Adults and how they had to fight for a living. Never the less, I cant feel sad about it, i just experience huge floods of emptyness around my heart.

For now, i got get some sleep my friends, It is 11 AM, and I am so TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TJ

I am a HAPPY Tjeezer!!!

Sales go back, from a whooping 40 $ a day since past year the sky rocket to 100-150$ per day is broken and the 200 a day Lines is coming up. All the Rev Share Webmasters See an Increase. All the Pay Per Sale webmasters see their income go down and down. For those who sold their visitors to Insane PPS Programs during the last year, those are the people now paying the bill. For all those who got paid 100$ per sale, and brought in a few hundred clients, those people, those webmasters, those marketeer fools are now asking themselves, where are my re-billers??

You sold them fool. No sponsor pays so much without a good reason!!!

Everyone who is doing Revshare Life Time projects, HAIL TO THOSE! Tjeezers is on his knees for those who are just as smart as himself. I can say, and many concur, we have the power of the re-billing in our client database, not on our website. We toke the client 1 time inside and kept him there. In the mean time we could evolute in design and in marketing and find more life time spenders and faster in with more leverage.

I hail to those who are now laughing like me, and praising themselves for the time spend in dark times on work alone. Never lost faith, never lost hope, you worked like me, 16-20 hours a day behind the computer, until you we`re sick of it, but hunger after 1 day of rest for more money and more fame, more goals, more evidence of being a winner, not a looser, not a fool, not a jealous guy who pisses of everyone but himself.

September is back, with more money then last year. People are GOING to spend again, there will be a moment those wallets open up again, wider, bigger, faster, and without the limitations we endured last year.

I hail all those webmasters who are signed up under me, and those who never told me they did cause they were afraid never to make sales, but they do, and did, and I know, but they don’t know I know.

Best of luck with this new Start of a new Porn Season!!

Peace….

TJ

So… I was like bitching a little with a few people online, and they asked me if I was also TWITTERING, before I banned them to the land of lost souls, I did asked them why I would do that? They explained me the reasons, and it is more an extra marketing tool, and that being said, I was sold already. So Simple I can be also

So Tjeezers is now also Twittering.

Twitter Project 1 is Browsexxx
This twitter page will be automatically updated as soon we add new tube movies on browsexxx.org
We installed a little Plug-in on our blog, so Twitter knows when we add new stuff

Twitter project 2 is Tjeezers
This little rascal has to update his Twitter by hand every day with new porn we added on AWMS
So it will be done, follow Tjeezers also on Twitter

NO, we conduct spamm, at least, I dont do that. I dont like spamming. When I do twitter, I want those who follow me for some reason to become more happier followers. I use no tricks to get people to follow me. I stay of those tricks, I like to do this pure, we have now at least 150 followers in the first 24 hours who added us for some reason.
I do follow on twitter also my competition. Keep friends around you, but keep your enemies closer!!!!

And finally I feel free.

Finally I can do what ever i want without minding those I thrust. I have come to many conclusions that put humanity in a bad daylight, but this does not mean I am free of sine and allowed to throw the first stone. But I am Free, after I came to that conclusion, I opened my SMS manager, and group SMS`ed all my friends and people i know, I have given up on all of them, I told them I wanted to be free and I give up the trust I have in them. Around 70 Phone numbers have my ticket to free dome in their archive and I hope they feel sorry when reading it, cause this is exact how they made me feel the last years, sorry to know them, sorry to see them fucking up many times, sorry for ignoring my good advice.

See, all those people wanted to see in me what they wanted to see. And they have mirrored their own actions towards me, and turned the finger on me, while 4 fingers we`re pointing to themselves.

Let me use an example so I can learn you guys something.

I have a sister in law, lets call her Julia in this version. Julia promised before I married her sister that she would stop doing webcam model work on sex sites.  This was one year ago, and while my wife and me heard her promises to us, we we`re very joyful. But we also knew we never asked her to do this, she has her own life. But we understood Julia needed a moral point in her life to work towards too. She decided this promises was her moral point.

After a certain point this year It was time for her to cash in on the promisse she made. So she told me some bull shit stories about her boss and how she had to pay money for something she thought was bullshit. All in all, she told me pretty consurning stuff about her boss, aka, one of my best friends. I waited for weeks with verifiying this information with him, the situation was never there. But when I had a moment with him while drinking coffee somewhere, I asked him if this was correct. He told me it was not, I never doubted him 1 second, and we went after a sillence of 2 seconds to a new subject. For me and him it was a closed matter on the moment we discussed it. BUt yeah, she is my family, so I am obligated to ask, I am sure my sister in law knew this also. She knows how i am.

A few weeks later I have to find out threw complicated personal situations that Julia went to her parents all crying, and telling her dad, my father in law, a political men, how I had tried to get her fired from her job. Her dad, my father in law, does not know she is doing webcam work. So, she made this for herself only more complicated then ever, cause I have no fear telling my father in law I paid for the farm and all investments cash with SEX MONEY.

Good, to close this situation down with a moral and a lesson. Julia just started a shithol of bad negative energy herself. If she would not have lied to her father just to make my name look bad, I would not have to feel motivate to show him where i exactly make my money and how and where. I am a legit company.  Her father is then free to ask me who my partners and friends are. I will then explain to her father, my father in law, that Julia her boss is one of my live webcam sex master affiliates. No need to hide things…. We make money in the porn, and we have no shame for it.

The best thing to do when we do this, is to drop thrust and faith in humanity. Cause our product is rotten by evil and rejected by those who follow higher lights and entities. Everyone who is with me trusted and friend, is one of the evil persons. I give up trust and faith in everyone I know So i can feel free and be rotten alone in a corner while counting my money.

I Give you all your life back… Stop doing what I do, there is no fucking end in this game of lust, trust, money, loosing your balls,  stop to trust me cause I don’t trust You…

Let me give you another example….

I care for people, like I care for myself. but I do moderate it, I am not one of those fools who cant get their guests out of their own hotel. I am a fucking terminator when I need to protect that what is mines and I need to keep it mines, otherwise I would never be able to be nice to you anyway without needing to be a friend of yours.

As soon I talk to those I car for, they start telling me things to keep me carrying for them. I have a Buddie, who is pretty smart, but he is lazy. I speak with him for 18 months now for sure, and he gained nothing interesting in my experience. He is not even worth my time, but I care for him as a friend. By doing this, he allows me to keep himself down, and to stay lazy. I give this guy, my friend, his life back, I dropped faith in him, I cant stand it to see himself go down without any resistance. I hope he will understand, and perhaps, very perhaps he will not use his next friend to keep himself down, but to get motivated.

Don`t trust my advices when I give them to you, they only make you work more and earn more. And when people earn more, they tend to become assholes and fuck it up. I don’t want friends like this. Please don’t follow me!!

EAT THIS

I don’t trust people who have certified themselves with papers that are there to convince me they are also qualified to represent that what the paper claims them to be.
How more complicated you want it? There is nothing to trust in this at all. And i feel I broke for 3 seconds your guard. You actually toke it serious and waived it away!!!

Trusting people is a gift. cause you trust them so those people open up to you. You let them trust you, so they tell everything about themselves, they feel accepted and leveled with you. So, when you give trust to people, you give your life away, portion by portion. When people trust you, they need you more and more, they get depended on you. They speak more to you, cause they trust your feed back. And before you know it, you spend hours every day maintaining  your network of trust. FUCK THAT!! I can make thousands of dollars with saving me this social mumble bumble.

My Wife is another thing here…. She is part of me. If i want it or not, when between my wife and me there is no trust, it is like living with a little devil on your shoulders. This goes for my wife also. Knowing that this devil is part of the anti social communication you can pollute your marriage with, it is better to acknowledge it and get ride of it. Many specialists from the corners where I came from will CONCURE!!! So between my wife and Me there is not really an issue of Trusting or Not. It is more an issue of allowing me to let it happen or not.

But she needs to trust, she is a women. Her nature is to Not Throw the Sandwich on the street like we guys do when we are full of it. Women preserve and balance. They do not cheat when they did not planned it themselves. Women is not to trust, you will never get to a point where you put your dick in the fire for a women. Accept this. Women is just a bio polar defragmentation of what should have been nice, of what should have been correct.

What do you expect, Adam gave God 1 Rib in exchange for a partner, you expect quality?

Men Versus Men… Trust can be so simple
Men Versus Women… Dont even try

For those who had no SMS. Sorry I think I never considered you as a real friend, or family anyway.

Peace….

TJ